Farrah Nabella

    as i await your bespoke arrival,  i can say that Sabr has taught me many of the lessons that have henceforth enabled me to grow into the woman i have always wanted to be. Sabr has taught me to work on my flaws and accept the things that i cannot change. Sabr has allowed me to contain my efforts so that i am not exhausted when faced with the people that actually deserve it, and with words it may sound like an easy process but there is no ease without the prior hardships so we must be understanding. i have learnt to be grateful for my struggles and humble in my winning moments. a mindset like this has pushed me to fight for myself and especially for my inner child,  who gave everything to everyone in exchange of my fragmented past.  the goal is to reunite with my naseeb, to reconnect with Allah and find a home on our wayward path to Jannah. He will be the man that receives me in my best nature, and our love will be the standard that our children can look up to...

  these hands that were held over this heart,  to calm its quickened-pained rhythm.. even when it trembles on some days.  knowing that.. beyond the shadow of a doubt, in your heart of hearts, that when you trust Him and move forward..  He will open more beautiful doors for you.  for He is the al Fattah (the Opener). better days.. 🤍 stronger internally + wiser hopefully 

  thoughts ya Allah, the most merciful. al Alim (the all-Knowing), al Wahab (the Giver) and al Wadud (the source of all Love).. before everything, i have lived by this.. that everything in this world that was meant to be yours has your name on it, and Allah has willed it to eventually reach you, one way or another : from every rice grain you’ll ever eat, to every person you’ll ever love.  I am now content with everything, following the flow as He has planned it for me. Being at peace with myself and the present moment is more than enough happiness that i needed. As a helpless servant, i can only continue to pray and have faith in Him.. to be so calm, knowing that He is with me and that His plans are always better than mine. Oh Allah, the most Loving and most Merciful.. make it easy for me whenever things gets hard, for indeed i know that You will never burden a soul beyond that it can bear 🤍 my heart is completely redha with everything. I shall leave everything to Him now, wi...